I’m still here. Albeit confused.
This blog post is a bit late, and again I was awaiting inspiration that never came, so I will use honesty.
Honestly, I’m a bit confused. I am not going to be super upset about this. My old blueprint would get all in a tizzy and call me a failure but I know this is not the case. I’m not giving up, and I will persist until I succeed. I’ve been sitting every day and I will continue to sit. I’ve finally emailed my guide to ask for some guidance. Use my resources!
What’s my problem?
I don’t have a problem! I have an opportunity. I have a challenge!
So what is it?
I think I know my Personal Pivotal Needs, but I can’t figure how they factor in to my definite major purpose. So I’m confused.
I want to answer the call. I want to go on the hero’s journey. I feel like i’m being self-aware and I have questioned if this “confusion” is just me refusing the call, but I don’t think it is! I think I’m genuinely confused.
As of late, I’ve not been in total harmony, and I feel like it’s because I’ve not settled on what I believe is my authentic definite major purpose including my correct personal pivotal needs aka OXYGEN to my SOUL.
I’m keeping the faith. I know I will find them. I can do this. If other people have done this, I can do this, because once I find them, there are no limits to what I can accomplish.
I love you all! Praying for everyone on this journey sending lots of love and good energy your way.