Week 18: Kicking and Screaming

The heralds voice is getting louder, and with that, my old blueprint is digging its heels in.  I can feel it, like an out of body experience, almost any time I am thinking about something to do that will move me forward….this invisible pull to stay put, or put it off, or don’t worry about it, or do it later.


Yeah, they warned us we’d feel a bit crazy at times.  They were right.  That means I’m on the cusp of a breakthrough, right?

Anyway, It doesn’t matter if my old blue print sounds like a five year old crying, “I don’t wanna!”

I don’t care what it sounds like.  Because there’s no going back.  I’ve had a taste of a kinder and happier place in this world, and it has made all the difference. I’ve had a taste of what it feels like to take control of my future.  It’s not easier, but its more satisfying and more rewarding.  So, I will keep pressing on, no matter what.


8 thoughts on “Week 18: Kicking and Screaming

  1. Love the Candor. I have been also having challenges. All the “Positive” focus has attracted new business and I have let my own journal posting fall to the side. Your post brought me back to reality!


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